What does the time spent here represent? Have I learned anything? There are hundreds of other towns, cities, neighborhoods which I have and will infiltrate, will it make a difference?
Do I really care about justice? All I seem to participate in is sneaking about, learning other peoples business. If I learn enough about a person, does that make it ok to report all the things that they do? Does justice only apply to those caught in the act?
"Come here, Baron."
Lesson 1.
Humans were meant to work and sweat to earn a living. Those that try to get rich quick, or live at the expense of others, all get divine retribution somewhere along the line. That's the lesson. Unfortunately, we quickly forget the lessons we've learn. Then we have to learn them all over again.
Lesson 2.
"Survival of the fittest" is the law of nature. We deceive, or we are deceived. Thus, we flourish, or perish. Nothing good ever happened to me when I trusted others. That...is the lesson.
Lesson 3.
Lesson, Lesson: If you see a stranger, follow him.
Lesson 4.
And what was the real lesson? Don't leave things in the fridge.
Clunk Clunk Clunk.
Am I breaking my promise? Some promises are meant to be broken, in fact, most of them are. It doesn't matter, the footsteps continue down the hallway. What am I doing? Whatever was holding our partnership together was only such a small thing.
Was I clinging onto my worker like he was my personal bodyguard for life? Or did I actually think there was some kind of friendship that I could hold onto, no matter how many times my name changed? I could just have easily avoided this city entirely, why ever bother coming here? He would be fine either way with not finding her--perhaps for a couple of more years.
"Are you sure you’re looking for her?"
"Ichi, zero, ichi, ichi, sayonara.""Or are you just wasting time?"
When you and I first met, you told me something. You said that you had died once. That you had seen death. Why can't you just let it go? Forget the past. Is it that hard?
"I'm going to do my job," I stated simply. I walked out my door and left it wide open. I was moving at my pace towards where I told him she would be.
Brone leaned against a tall headstone holding a lit cigarette.
What is there to talk about? I hunched down next to him.
"Ever heard this story. There was once a tiger-striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives. And he was owned by various people who he didn't really care for. The cat wasn't afraid to die. Then one day, the cat became a stray cat, which meant he was free. He met a white female cat and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger-striped cat cried a million times and then he died too. Except this time he didn't come back to life."
"Hm. Thats a nice story.""I hate that story."
"Ah?""I never liked cats, you know that."
"Oh yeah, thats right...Brone.""Yeah?"
"I just want to ask you one thing.""Whats that?"
"Is there something you need to do for her?""She's dead. There's nothing I can do for her now."
"Ah. Let's get the hell out of here shall we?"We both walk towards the direction of Washington Heights apartment complex at a casual stride. I could still hear the sirens from the ambulance wailing. Like I said, nothing good comes from earth.
"Hmm...I think women are hiding more vital secrets than men are."
"But there are women who aren't feminine.""And men who aren't masculine"
"What about those that aren't usually feminine but show that side of themselves in some chance circumstances? I like that.""Really?"
"I'm not talking about her.""Who then?"
"Whatever, but betrayal may come easy to women, but men live by iron codes of honor.""You believe that?"
"I'm trying to. Real hard."
*****
Some time later..."So, what's the deal with this job again?"
"I briefed you earlier, Brone."
"Yeah, I wasn't really listening."
"...An ex-CIA operative Decker has stolen a large amount of explosives and is planning to sell them by highest bidder in an auction today."
"Well I happen to be in the bar nearby, so relax."
"Didn't you have a hangover?"
"Yeah. I'm making a prairie oyster. Just need an egg--"
"Please stop drinking those, you'll die."
"...Some asshole just spilled my egg. I needed that egg. I can't do any crap like this, I'm going after some tail."
"Since when is it a bounty hunter's job to chase after a women's ass instead of money?"
"Why the heck is an ex-CIA agent doing such high grade illegal activity anyways?"
"He was kicked out. When angels are forced out of heaven, they become devils. Don't you agree?"
"I don't know and I have no opinion. Besides, this place is actually crawling with bounty hunters, they all know about Decker, and I have a hangover the size of Neptune."
"You're useless, why do we work well together?"
"You're tense, I'm calm. You apply excessive force and I control that force through fluid motion. So that means relaxing the whole body so it can react instantly without resistance, you know, without thought."
"Well, be careful. Anything could happen. It could blow sky high when it hits."
"Kinda makes it interesting."
*****
What is going on in this world? Though you're alive, darkness looms only inches away. A world where any move you make could be a dangerous mistake. So, we will step away from the mainstream and live like vagabonds and common dropouts. A psychedelic rhapsody for someone just like you.
Don't you wanna hang out and waste your life with us?
*****
CHAPTER: MICHAEL SEEBACH - THE END
Don't you wanna hang out and waste your life with us?
*****
CHAPTER: MICHAEL SEEBACH - THE END